I look over at him he says “it’s beautiful”, I look into his eyes and say “no you are” he smiles, looks me in the eyes and says “your not so bad yourself” *awkward laughter*… a little while later he asks me “ok do you want to do this?” bewildered by his question i ask him “what? me eat and you talk?” in a joking tone. He looks away for a second, disappointment painted his expression but only for the quickest second then he changes the subject. What could he have meant? maybe it’s foolish of me to hope but could it have been him hinting at his feelings for me?!?..or maybe i over analyze everything…ugh boys are so confusing!
“Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else.”—Alex Gaskarth (via novatica)